Saturday, July 3, 2010

the dogs a dickhead

i have scratches all up my arm because one of my stupid dogs decided it wanted to sit with me on my one person chair because she is to afraid to sit anywhere else because bek will yell at her. so this is extremly hard to write. stupid dog.

on a lighter note... i dont have to work much these holidays, win, but i am not doing anything... gayy

i dont have much else to write, except i am fair over soccer. i dont mind watching it, just over playing.

well... this has occupied my for a while. now im bored again

these blogs are getting more and more rare.
like the rash on my backside :D... jokes haha

untill next time

Friday, May 21, 2010

Fridays are good

I tihnk i may need to pee...

but it is too much effort to get up. im too comfortable at the moment, with my school uniform on and my one sock, my other foot is getting cold, i think i can start seeing it turn black, frostbite i presume.

i am puzzled. not for the first time in my life. not for the last either. probably suprises many of you. buttt. how do you watch a game of football in 3D. it will be the same. besides maybe replays and penalty stuff coming out at you. WOW!! i wont one.

ehh work tomorrow, fair over it. seems like im not learning anything. even though i have had the job for a year i think i keep annyoing people asking for their help.

i want some jerseys. i decided i like them. so i want one.

this afternoon was pretty good. got some hot chips from asians. they wernt that good. the scallop was though. lushhh.

i think next year i am just going to go super hectic with study. just as the subjects i give a shit about. english is not one of them. shit subject. either is IT. miss young never shuts up. "quiet down guys, i can hear you over my hear phones" ahahha.

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm thats pretty much all i can think of that happened in my extremly eventful day. think i might go for a hectic bike ride this weekend. ill probably ripped the next time you see me :D

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

whats doing??

a huge shit.. haha... my favourite line right now haha

exams over... yeww....

pretty sure ill be cut with my results when i get them back

oh well...
dont think this year counts anyway.. unless i die..
then it sort of does
mmmm that was pretty negative ahah

i decided i like the band dead letter circus.. good stuff

welll im off
unitll next time

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Fuck

Im over everything at the moment.
I dont like soccer training, i like playing games though haha
im over school.
im over the school work
work is okay i guess.
but im over wokring
just over everything
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking over eveything















errr schools gay.. can not wait untill it is over. i will have a year of earning money. thats all. no fucking school. no fucking assignments.. and no fucking pressure to do well.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Long Time No Blog

Its been a while...
not much has happened in my life since the last time ahah. /i go to school, and work... thats pretty much my life.

sooo... i habe sort of lost contact with most of my 'old' friends. haha i know that sounds mean. buuut i think it is a two way thing. haha.

i miss them. nothing against my friends here. they are great people... but my tumut mates are pretty good mates ahah.

i always think about what would of happened if i didnt move.

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i havent seen them in a while... some of them have moved away... i think only two still go to school in tumut.

mmm... welll thats whats on my mind at the moment and i dont have anything else to talk about. except i miss them... hahah i know.. it sounds gay haha
Untill next time

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

errrrrrrr

Im sore from walking home today and soccer training yesterday... and i have another one tomorrow errrr.
then i go to belangalo. joy. going to look for dead bodies.
im sick of school. i think uni will just be lush. studying a subject i like. wont have to work because i did all the working the year before. actually scratch that. i wont have to work untill i run out of money. hopefully everything will turn out the way i wont it to.
keen for school to finish. its lammmmeee.
i have no money at the moment due to vietnam. i like money. it buys things. i cant buy anything. like a car. because i dont have money. shamme.
hey hey its saturday is on wednesdays. it doesnt work.
today was wacked. 30 minute periods and three breaks. i could get use to it.

im off
untill next time

Saturday, April 10, 2010

worse for wear

so im typing my first blog in a while holding an ice pack to my face as some drunk dickheads decided to punch james, michael and me.

we where waiting for dad to pick my up and then they decided to try and start something as the other guy ran away.

You always think that you will be tough and stick up for your friends. But it is kind of different when your in that situation. michael got hit first and then ran away. me and james were left there. two lads who thought they were tough decided they wanted to punch us. i dont know who much james got hit but i think i got a couple. i dont really remember as i sort of blanked out. i ended us with a blood nose and a fat lip, james and michael were better off, thankfully.

one thing i learnt from tonight is that the mcatter last year in the future week told the guys to say "back off" and walk away. Well it doesnt really work.
We were lucky that some guys were there and stepped in.

anyway im off. kind of shaken up by this

Untill next time

Monday, March 29, 2010

Going... Going... Gone

So lately I have realised one of my good friends and myself are lsing contact.
We were close when I was in Tumut. And when I moved down here we talked a fair bit but it slowly stopped.
Whenever I ventured back to Tumut we caught up and left off from last time, but now she has moved to. To Qld. She asked me to come and see her but it is a bit hard to when there is a fair distance between us.
I try and talk to her now but it seems that Im the last person she wants to talk to. It takes about ten minutes for her just to say hi. I noticed it sort of went after she found a guy... in america :S.
My other friends still talk to me which is gooood.

Bear Grylls is hectic

Sooo Im going to amplify. I have no idea what it wil be like as i have never gone before. I am only going to pick up rubish. JOy. I might hang around if I find some people to hang with.

So be doing some economics but I dont understand it.. same with physics

Cant wait for holidays... will be good

Lets play a game...
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IM A NINJA!!


Thats about it
Untill next time

Saturday, March 27, 2010

I think Im thick

So I think I am a retard or something becuase I see people putting up songs in their blogs and stuff and how they think it sums them up and everything. And I have nothing. I like music and everything. Just dont give a shit about the lyrics ahah. If its sounds good I like it. Haha. Maybe it is because I hate poems, poems are like lyrics. Right?? I just hate english all together. AWW I think I have a song about me...

I'm turning Japanese
I think I'm turning Japanese
I really think so


Haha. Just because I hate english sooo much.

Today at work was pretty good. First thing that someone said to me was "Are you in your own little world?" Haha. That wasnt the interesting part ahha. But as soon as I walked into the shop Andrew goes "When are you getting a haircut Luke?" Haha. He kept making jokes and everything about it all day. He even started having votes about it. Then on our till it comes up with who is serving. And on the receipt and mine use to be LJ but got changed as another junior has the same initals so it was LD but now it is SIDESHOWBOB Haha. So when I serve people and they get receipts it is Asst SIDESHOWBOB HAHAHAHAA.

I also got a new shirt for work haha. YAY a shirt I didnt have to pay or ask for. Haha. It was put in a bag and stuff so I thought that Cath had something else in it. But to my suprise it didnt. What a great dissapointment.

Well thats about it for today.
I went snorkaling instead of my english assignment. Saw a octopus under a rock. Thought about poking it, but I didnt like the thought of it chasing me. Haha. I would of been strangled by and octopus.

I also jumped the neighbours fence to try and get my ball back today. But they have snatched it. Bums. I liked that ball. So I guess its time for a new one.

So Im off now.
Untill next time

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Not Again...

I have a blocked ear again. I have an ear infection. Took drugs for that, went for a bit, now I have a blocked ear. I dont like it.

Im really tired at the moment. Felt like just falling asleep all day today. I have homework i should be doing but I cant be bothered. Physics is gay and I dont feel like writing notes on economics, or writing and enlgish narrative. Sooo Im not doing any.

RE is shit at the moment. Probably because I dont have some of my closest friends in that class. And Mr Campbell is useless. Chemistry, on the other hand, is great. I like it. I also hate english. I hate english sooo much. Poems and looking into things dont work with me. I like doing things, pracs.

Work is sooo much better than half a year ago. I get along with people. I have also realised hw close I am with two other juniors. Never really occured to me. But we actaully are pretty close. I guess this came with two new juniors starting. At work we mostly just clean. But now Im a 'senior' junior so I dont have to clean as much, I like it ahha. One junior does the work and doesnt really complain but is really slow at the serving side of things. The other junior... everyone is starting to dislike her, haha. I reckon everyone has told her how to do things soo many time but she doesnt get it. I dont mind her but she tells me stuff I couldnt care less about! Like yesterday, she told me she got her belly button pierced. WHY WOULD I GIVE A FUCK?? haha.
Today at work me and the other junior had to go through the big skip. Because our boss chucked something in the bin she wasnt meant to haha. We thought we found it. But it was the worng thing. So we had to go back out and go through it. The worse part was going throught all the tissues and eaten apples. And it was some guy and it was like tube cords for your nose or something. Seedy.

Cant wait for the holidays. I am not doing anything if I havent recieved homework or stuff to do. I wont do anything. I dont have to work any 8 hour shifts which is fantastic so I can do basically chill for two weeks. I cant wait.

Well, Im tired and cant think of anything else to write about. And the battery is running out. So Ill leave it here.

Untill next time...

Monday, March 22, 2010

Meh..

So today wasnt that bad. Chilled first three periods. Missed out on double physics which is always good and had an alright retreat.
I dont like these retreat things. Its pretty much the same thing. I dont like them.
I had a pretty good group this time which was chilled.

So thats pretty much all that happened today, aww but a retard friend of mine called his mobile a cell phone haha.

"Lets play pin the pony on the tail"
"Its as hot as the sraha desert!"
"Your a sraha gay man!"
"Your standards are Lyndell (this persons mother)"
"Stop teasing my country!" (he was refering to him being part viking and me paying him out for it haha)
"Chichead"
"If your not careful Ill shove my dick up your arse!" (This one was quite weird)
So many other quotes from this particular friend.

MMMMMM.. so thats all i can think of right now.
I love chiken burgers. Thought you should know. So in case you feel like buying something for some one. Buy me a chicken burger!
Untill next time...

Saturday, March 20, 2010

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Ily fan, you got me to sleep last night, cooling me down becuase the laptop warms up... ily fan.

So this is my first blog in a while. Mainly because I can not be bothered at the moment. i cant be bothered to do anything.

Soooo... what to talk about now??

I had to cook dinner tonight. For me and my brother. It was shit! Rice and some left over meat. Errrr

Im hating school. Especially physics at the moment, its soo hard you wouldnt believe.

Im tired. Couldnt get to sleep last night. I hate that.

I dont really have anything to talk about.

Getting keen for vietnam. Just a month were there will be no school, no work, no annoying siblings.

This blog has been a bit dodgey, so Ill leave it here
Untill next time

Monday, March 15, 2010

Bear Grylls

Errrrrrr so I wrote this and it was deleted... So Im not writing this again

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Keeeeeeeeeeeen

So keen for the holidays
Found out on staurday i only have three shifts the first week of holidays. Lusssshhh
didnt do as much school work as was planned on friday. Did about 15 questions on economics, then a question required me to make a mind map, so I gave up.

Went fishing today. I am useless at it. Caught one fish, lost a hook in that dishes mouth. Lost a lot more hooks and sinkers than just that one. Dad lost all the hooks down the rocks, he caught one fish. We have a contest to see who catches more. Normally one fish is the winner. Today we had two. What a great result. You would think this would have ended a tie... But nooo. He lost the hooks so I decided who got a half a fosh penalty, so I win. I alos half caight a crab and one of those puffer looking fish that you always see. So I deffinatly win.

That is probably the most exciting thing that happened today, what a boring life I lead.

Well that is all I can recall from today. Aww wait, we have a frog living in our water fountain thingy, I tohught I killed it today. Heard police sirens going of and a man hunt started. But I didnt kill it. So I still turn the fountain on so I can see it come out. But never seen it go in. That is my mission at the moment.

So my eye was just itchy, I think its a sign.
So Im off to bed.
Untill next time

Saturday, March 13, 2010

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Not much is happening at this very moment. So I am writing this...
My day was boring. Went to church again, saw some person pretending to lead the singers by waving her arms around, she looked likea dick.

Work was boring aswell

So I want to play soccer, but i dont think I want to play for Clyde. Mmm not sure.

I didnt do the tonnes of economics stuff. Eeerr soo much work to do.

Another thing i noticed at mass wass that i recongise half the people there. From the chemist, kind of depressing actually ahha.

Well, thats all i can think of at the moment.
Untill Next time

Friday, March 12, 2010

meh

Im tired and i dont know whatto write about. But at work there was like three flys being little shits. They annoyed me. And I stole some of Tristans doritoes. They taste better stolen from his bag. And scabbed, roughly, a centimetre cubed of jame doughnut. But it had no jam. So it was a cm^3 of pastry. What a discovery we have just made.

I also have a cricket outside my window whenever I go to bed. Freakin annoying. But when the shitstick of a thing isnt there I cant get to sleep.. errrrrrrrr

SOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I have heard that there isnt a mens bay team, and there isnt going to be a 17s team. So I either dont play... or betray Bay. I think I will betray Bay. Bastards for not petitioning hard enough if there is no 17s team. Ill never go back. Bloody Bay. Theyll miss me. Or at least I hope theyll miss me :S

I think, somehow, from all the writing on computers, IT, assignments, this or anything else has caused a finger strain.. in one of my fingers, cant be bothered trying to figure out which one.

So Im fantasy football thing with my family. And I have a guy in my team who is playing well. But I didnt put him as a reserve. FML. A bit dramtic I know. But if dad beats me this week I have to listen to him going on about it all week. I dont even know the guys name HAHA

Im actually excited about football this season. The last few seasons I havent been interested, more in soccer. But as school is so hectic I havent found time to look up soccer and all the stuff that is happening. errrrrrrrrrrrrrt

Im bored now and my peanut brain has used all my memory with all that useless information, mentioned above, instead of some mathematical equations, errrrrr i hate school

Untill next time..

Thursday, March 11, 2010

crapppppppppppp

I feel like crap at the moment. I have had a blocked nose all week so I have to breath through my mouth. This isnt so bad but when it is heavy it sounds like there may be a guy behind you, just standing there. Haha. Im tired as well. Have been for a looooooooooooong long time.
I have started to get the homework under controll by actually doing some. I find that to be the best of getting it undercontrol actually. 7.00 pm to 9.00 pm is the time that i will sit at my dest listen to music and do my asignments or homwork.
One of my friends today recently told us he was gay :S. Ive had my suspicions. Ive seen the way he looks at men HAHA! So I would expose Tritty but I dont like to name names.
Last night i was woken up at one because of my phone beeping. I thought it was going to be some mongrel friend texting me. But instead it was my phone saying it was fully recharged and to unplug it because I was wasting electricty. Bloody global warming! First destroying small islands, then my sleep. What is the world coming to??.

Well I think I have to wash up for some unknown reason.
Untill next time

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Too much

Okay, I ave decided my blogs are boring compared to every one elses. I guess I wirte too much about my day, my days are pretty boring. Anyway, Ill write about how Im feeling right NOW!

I feel tired, sick of school, sick of work, sick of everything.
Every Morning I wake up and dont feel refreshed. Feels like Ive been hit by a train. Every single morning. Then I have to go to school for six hours learn about all the crazy stuff, then go to work, then come home and am expected to do three more hours of study.

Im starting to think about going to Miss Hogg ans saying I need help with a study guide. Its just that i get tonnes of homework from every class. I have chemistry, which isnt too much homework thankgod, then I have physics which Mr Oniel sets tonnes. Shit that reminds me I have some to do. I also have economics with Mr McAteer and he expects us to do heaps, maths has heaps of stuff. Then I have English and R.E. I dont give a toss about those two subjects. They mean nothing to me. But I cant drop them which is gay. A free period would be lovely for me. But since I dont do an extension subject I cant.

Work is gay aswell. Each juinior is meant to work three shifts a week. Two during the working days and a Saturday. I dont have a problem with that. But lately I have been getting four. Which is waaaaaaaaaaaay too much. I dont mind doing it here and there but because one juniors parent thinks its too much because she is in Year TEN I have to pull her weight as well. I dont know what that mum is going on about. Year ten is a breeze compared to eleven. I overheard the junior saying it was unfair on us but as if she cares. She would be happy about it. She has been told she either has to work three shifts a week or quit. But still nothing has happened.

Thats all my mind can think of, so im off
Untill next time...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Break

ummmmmmmmm so Im writing this instead of doing a gay re assessment or maths homework, or physics homework. But I decided i get a day off from all school work. Or untill I feel motivated to do school work.
I have a dead/sore leg at the moment. It is annyoing me. What is also annyoing me isnt having anything to do once I have done school work. I guess my life is full of annoyances.

I went snorkaling this afternoon though. I like snorkaling. But something about swimming over seaweed for a while starts to freak you out. Just the thought of something coming out and attacking you gets to you. Like stingrays, I saw one which was about three meters away from me, but you just dont want to get to close just incase it decides to sting you with its prob thingy. I know its ridiculous. And there was a school of rock/puffer fish hiding under the sand. So i stepped down to scare them, then all of them were floating around in the water and you got a feeling that they were angry with you and wanted to sting you.

A scotish lad came into work today. Looked seedy, thats about all the interesting stuff that happened. Aw but I asked a lady if she needed help. And she sadi she just wanted iron tablets. But I thought she said eye tablets. My brain wasnt working at that time. So I asked for her surname thinking she had a perscription and she just looked at me. Like i was some kind of stupid advertisment that isnt funny. Some people make you feel like dickheads.

Well I guess that is all for today, unless I think of something very interesting between now and when I click publsihed

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Nope thats about it.
Untill next time

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Almost done..

So i have just finished a chemistry assessment on the night befoe it was due. It has been gay. I only had a week to do it but I had so much other stuff to do before that. But I'm glad I have finished and only three more assessments left.

What is annoying me at the moment is my sister. She can be a freaking brat sometimes. Whenever she is around my baby brother she make stupid sounds at the top of her lungs and always makes him kiss him, even if he doesnt want to she will force his face up against his. And whenever he crys or is upset, you can bet your bottom dollar that you will see her in about five seconds, making those ridiculous sounds again. And when there is kissing on the T.V she acts all immiture going "EWWW" and all that stuff when she does it to her baby brother. I think that is more gross.
Her life is also controlled by the reality T.V shows. We have to clean up the kitchen once a week, and it came to her day and she goes "I might have to have a late night today". Then mum asks why and she replies "Because I cant miss The Biggest Loser". When we are having dinner at the table at around 6.30 she HAS to record neighbours as it is her favourite show. It is freaking stupid!
She also thinks her life is too full with homework and assessments. Obviously she doesnt have a clue what she is saying as she does not have an assessment for every subject due in the next two weeks, she doesnt have a tonne of maths homework and study to do, she doesnt have to go to work three-four times a week.

I also have been taking drugs for an ear infection. Well, today it decided to come back. And how I didnt miss it. Its painfull and throbs so when your lying in bed all you can think about is that pain. Anyway I took some panadol and it has gone away :D.

Well I guess Ill go have a shower now.

Untill next time...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Exhausted!

I am tired as hell. I dont know why, because i have been sleeping just as much. But I am guessing that it is all the added work and stress in trying to complete the work on time. I cant even consentrate on writting this!

Arghh I hate it. I am going to be so glad after these next two weeks when we have most of the assessments for this term out of the road.

On the plus side, I got paid today!! Haha. It is always a bouns to see your bank account rising. Even if it will be depleated in a couple of days.

Work is starting to be a pain in the arse! With the two new juniors starting we should be getting less shifts. But one junior has decided that she doesnt want to work more than one shifts during the week, and it seems like I have to take up for the slack for her, which is shit!

Anyway, I have felt talked about all I can today.
Untill next time..

Monday, March 1, 2010

Rain

As i was walking down the bus lane thingy to hope off i reckon i looked drunk. just flying all over the place ahah. As I hoped off it started raining, not that bad. But then a minute later it started pouring, and i was about 5-10 minutes away from home.
I was soaking wet when I came home.

As of homework and assessments and everything else. I HATE IT. Teachers say you should spend 3 homework. For you mentally challanged at adding up 3 and 6 it equas 9. 9 hours of school work a day, for 2 years. Something like 712 days. I do not think I will be able to cope. Especially when i have work and start soccer soon. I know that I will have to drop soccer and maybe work if it starts getting to much, but you think that the teacher might want to cut down a bit or no one will ever get their HSC.

I had enough of looking up about economics. Getting us to learn two essays with no notes is ridiculous. Also getting a chemistry assessment a week before its due is also ridiculous. English is always ridiculous. School is just ridiculous.

I am starting to enjoy work more an more now. Especially as now im not the newest person, nor the only guy. I guess I owe it all to Megan. Someone I can just talk to about anything.

So I meant to be going overseas in November with World Challenge. But as i dont think i have been to more than 3 meetings. So I have no idea what is going on or anything.

I am now sitting here and trying to think of something else to write about but I dont have anything else. But I am really annoyed at the whole homework stuff. It is crazy. Especially when you havent done study or any homework besides assignments at home before. I am going to be really happy when it is all over. End of school is something i can not wait for.

And my "P"s. I cant wait, but I need a car first. And Im going overseas so it is going to be a while before I can just drive anywhere whenever. But when i can, it would be awesome.

Untill next time...

Sunday, February 28, 2010

I Just Forgot...

I was about to write a blog but forgot what my point of wiritng this blog was about... so this was kind of pointless. But I have a couple things to chat to myself about...

So just recently I found out that a friend is having sexual intercourse. Now I found this interesting as it was with her life. This was stated in her personal message thing on msn. "fml" was the exact words, actually letters used. I found this peculiar so I thought you may as well. Haha

My mum also was looking at the marfan syndrome. You may ask why. But I may also say i do not want to tell you. But then there would be no point in telling you that my mother was looking up the marfan syndrome.
Anyway, I will tell you. It is for my brother. She thinks he has it haha. That was a rather uneventful end to my story. Sorry for leading you on haha.

Now, for you regualr readers (if there is any haha) you will notice that my grammer has changed. That is because i have become less lazy hahaha. This blog has been very eventful. Yet not dramatic.
I'll try harder next time..

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Frozen Coke

yesterday in my lunch break i was starving after i had downed my quater chicken and meat pie. so i thought i would go and by a packet of salt and vingar chips. and to my joy iga had them ahha. but this was no ordenary chip packet. it was a large. and only 2 bucks. what a bargin!!
anyway i rationlised my eating of the chips through the res tof my two hours. and when i finished i thought i may as well buy a coke because it was hot i and i was thiristy.
i didnt drink much and i waited for mum for half an hour so i decided i would like a cold coke. so i wacked it in the freezer. but my memory is dodgy. so i forgot about it ahah.
i remembered about it this morning and spent and hour or two breathing on it so it would melt ahha. it took a while.















im pretty bored at this moment so there is no point to write or read this. but you have so sucked in. i wasted about 5 minutes on your day on a coke story which was quite uneventful and now your reading this little rant on anything ahah, oooo it just started to rain.

anyway... i think i may go
untill next time...

A Singaporian Priest...

i have just come back from a mass that i was told that i was going to go to in 15 minutes.
i dont peticularly enjoy mass. its the same old same old, but today something different happened. the priest helper lad, ahha, in the the homily decided he would tell everyone on how he found the fate.
this was a good story.. unitll he decided to never end it. it became such a bore, i even think the preist fell asleep.
but ig uess it was a good mass. but now i like the normal stuff ahah.

so far i told you about when i moved here and my day at working at the pharmacy.
and my father just decided to annoy me by moving the wireless mouse, which is in another room.

this is the other half of my life...
i was born in canberra, do not remember much about it. moved to wagga when i was some age i dont know. i can vagly remember my preschool, it was calleed kookaburaa.
around this time my mum fell pregnant to my sister phoebe, and her twin, sarah. i dont really like to talk about this much but mum had a misscarragie. still to this day i think about having another sister. if she would be different to phoebe or what. i remember her funeral. i was running around like it was a park. shit. now looking back on it i should of paid more respect. i dont think about it much, but thinking about it now it has probably made a big impact on my life




i rememeber my first day of kindergarten. i only knew one person through a family friend but no one else. most of that year i hated school and had no friends.
year 1 i had a teacher who was rumored to be the worst in the school. the one thing bad about her that i can remember was she didnt let you have elbows on the table aha. bt sometime durignthe first term she went on holidays and broke her arm and didnt return for the rest of the year. this year i met up with one of my best mates. and we have been best mates ever since.
year two i cant really remember much of.. besides trying to learn japanese.
year 3 i moved, to tumut. i was nervous as hell on my first day. i remeber trying to find where my classroom was with my mum and dad and then trying to find the teacher. once we found the teacher we showed to a guy. from that day on we have been friends. the rest of my primary years went by making friends and losing friends. thats about it,
highschool started years 7 and 8 i do not remember one bit.
year nine was the best year so far.
i had a great group of friends, was doing pretty well in school and loving life. then around mothers day i found out my mum was pregnant again. i thought it was a big joke. then a couple months later i found out i was moving. it was the worst news ever.

looking back on it, it probably hasnt been as bad as i thought. met heaps of new people, made new friends and everything is sweet.
if i stayed in tumut.... i would probably packing for boarding school. something i did not want to do.

so.. thats basically my lofe story...
untill next time...

Friday, February 26, 2010

Melting

I am writting this as i suck on a day old jelly bean and melt. i am meant to be finishing off my english assessment. but assessments are gay. so yerrr
i had to work today. met another new junior. she is completly different from the other one. she was all shy and nervous looking. i feel sorry for the new juniors having to do all the cleaning, i know how it feels, it can be shit.
i am being distracted as i can hear my mum yelling at my brother about him dating someone. haha. funny stuff.
i also a lady with scabies today, she looked derroish, ahha, when i was serving her i let someone use the cash register before me, and she started having a hissy fit because she had somewhere to be, she should of been at home treating the scabbies. i hate those type of people. angry and sick people. and later on about four emo looking people came in. one asked if we sold panadol. ITS A BLOODY PHARMACY WHAT DO YOU THINK WE SELL?? i also hate stupid people.
i also signed up for soccer again this year. yewww, hell excited for it to start. hopefully it is under 17s as i dont wanna play with the men this year haha.
i think i need a fan in this room. its bloody hot.
so i will leave it here.
untill next time..

CopyCat

Okay, i have decided to do this after reading some friends blogs and decided that this will be a way to let go of some stuff that just floats around in my head, annoying me at any moment.
I guess i should start at the start. moving to batemans bay. at the time of moving i thought that my life was over. i had great friends, was going well at school, and just loving life.
i enjoyed a new town and finding out the new places around, but school was something that was.. was something i did not want to do. i used to be able to walk to school in 10 minutes, now i have to catch a bus ten to eight in the morning with a shit load of people who i wouldnt know from a pole in the street. the first day of school i was shitting my pants, the first thing a teacher said to me was "tuck in your shirt" and as i walked in to my first homeroom all i can remember is being nervous as hell and having all eyes staring and judging me. i can only remember trying to look straight ahead and ignore all the laughs that seemed to be at me.
at recess on the first day i was held back in maths to talk to the teacher about what i had done. my friends left to sit where they normally do and i was in a school ten times as big as my old one. i must of looked like a dickhead, i was freaked. i was pacing up and down the oval because i did not know where anything else was. finally someone in my year spotted me. i had no idea how she knew me but i was so thankful she did. she took me to my friends and that was that. all i can remember from the first day.
for the next half a year i hated school. it was the worst thing. i dont think i said more than 5 words in that half year. but then i met 3 people in science who changed school for me. i started enjoying school, i had some people who were actual friends, just like the ones i left behind.
now im going off track here but i need to say this. i hate dickheads who always assume shit or say shit to be cool. i remember in one re class a quote from a fellow classmate "oh, but they are bum buddys" just because we are good mates does not mean we are having sex. i could say the same thing about you and all your friends you fucking dickhead.
sorry but that had been annoying me for a long, long time. just stupid comments like that really piss me off.
now im sitting here trying to think of to say.... im watching the biggest loser while eating chocolate HA!
i dont know how some of my friends in tumut feel. but i feel like im losing contact with them, i like talking to them and finding out whats happening, this may sound gay but i do. the thing is that i had been friends with these guys for ages and we had many memories together, but it seems like im the only one who thought they were memories, but on the other hand, some of them still keep in contact and we can still talk about anything.
a new junior started at work today. i remember how scared i was when i started, just like at school, i didnt talk much. i did what i had to do, got paid, and went home. now i am more myself at work but this new junior was completly different to me. he asked questions and didnt look nervous, maybe it was just that we new each other outside of work that maybe made him more comfortable.
i tired my best not to make him do all the work, because i remember when i started and was told to vacuum the shop. it was shit.
so thats all have to rant about at this moment, but i also hope my partents do not get ahold of this haha.
so i guess i have to thank the two friends and their blogs
till next time...